A Big Surprise for CNY

If I need to make a top 10 most memorable event for 2012 during the end of the year, one of it will definitely be the event which happened on 15 January 2012. While both of us were busy doing spring cleaning, I decided to secretly test on the last pregnancy kit left in the cupboard. Eventhough in my heart, I am telling myself that it is not possible but because I have some nausea feeling(which should not have in such early stage) therefore I decide to go ahead with the test.

The first instant I saw the result as negative and I am telling myself that it is alright and it is expected. I hid the kit in the dirty clothes basket as I do not want Bok to know about it. While I am still nursing my disappointments, I quickly return back to the toilet with the intention of disposing it. However, to my surprise, the kit now present me with a positive result. I could not believe my own eyes and start to suspect if my kit had expired. 

I still remember that look on Bok's face when I told him calmly that I am pregnant. He was at that moment sweating profusely as he is cleaning the window grilles. He do not believe me and thought I am joking with him until I showed him the kit. 

Both of us could not believe our luck as year 2011 is really a bad patch for us. To double confirm, I made him go guardian to buy another kit to test it out. Now, I am in my 4th week and crossing my fingers every day that everything is well.

Our luck is changing

We are supposed to be shopping at those factory outlets for CNY goodies with my inlaws. However, as informed by Bok's sis, the crowd is overwhelming and we decide to cancel the trip. Both of us, went to the old Woodlands shopping centre for lunch and also some CNY shopping at Sheng Shiong.

While shopping there, it happened to have the F&N promotion where the TSC actor Huang Wen Yong is there posing as Fortune God. Every $8 spent on F&N products entitled to 1 lucky draw dip and photography session with Huang Wen Yong. Me, the auntie of course cannot lose out on the opportunity. I made Bok buy 12 cans of 100 plus just for it. After payment, with my hands full of other merchandises I proceed to the lucky dip counter to queue. As I was waiting for my turn, I saw the gifts for the lucky dip and hope that I can win at least something more worth like 6 packs of drinks. My turn came and I tell myself that it is be some free red packets hahaha since I have never won any lucky draw in my entire life. I shown the ball to the person in charge and one of the young boy started to get excited and mentioned something like 1st, 1st, 1st. Then I saw  another boy brought out a big shopping bag full of items and told me that I won the 1st prize. A lady behind me started to congratulate me for my good luck and I cannot believe my luck. Then I am told to take a photo with Huang Wen Yong and I asked Bok to join me. The photograph is not something I have to mind to take but because I do not believe my luck therefore why not. At that time, Bok still do not know I had won the 1st prize and he still stared at me for taking the photography when we have our hands tight. 

Hahahah, I must said our end is definitely changing for the better and I hope it can remain this way for the whole of Dragon yr.

读万卷书不如行万里路

When I am a kid, I always envied those friends whose parents will bring them out on holiday during every school holidays. Not that my parents cannot afford but they are a batch of traditional folks where their main concern is earning more money. Having said so, we still managed to visit a few Asian countries like Thailand, Hong Kong etc.

As I grew older, going on holiday is like a reward to me. When I am too stress with work and life, I would go on a holiday to refresh myself. When choosing the countries to travel, my top priority is always the transport system in the country. As I do not drive overseas, therefore I like countries where its public transport is easily accesible. As I do not swim, therefore beach destinations are "no no" to me and I prefer a more modern and developed countries.With all these in mind, my favorite country to travel is Japan. I love the people and culture there. Everyone are so polite and helpful which also affected me to be like them. Japan is both modern and traditional where you can do shopping and yet visit shrine and temples. I always like to shop for kitchen accessories in Japan as Japanese are so innovative with their small gadgets that it never fails to amaze me.


I love the feeling of exploring, trying and seeing new things.After knowing Bok, I love the chemistry between   Bok and me during travelling. Bok is like my 3 year old niece, as he is always experiencing many first times in his 30s years of age. Therefore, watching him exploring and make funny mistakes makes the whole trip interesting. We have some unspoken rule that we will at least go holiday twice a year and sometimes even more.

Having repeatedly travelling to a couple of countries many times, my biggest wish now is to go Europe. I think I will not enjoy the treatment I am expecting to receive from there but I am looking forward to the bags that is asking me to buy them there. Bok will hate there as his pocket will burn a big hole as I will not be satisfy with just 1 bag to add on my bags collection. I am also hoping to revisit South Africa again as I did not see much of the country during my business trip many years ago.

2012, is a year of doubts again like 201.Where I have too many schedules to think and cater to and no big trip could be plan.

End of 2011 & Beginning of 2012

According to Mayan calender, 2012 is predicted to be the year when the world comes to an end. For me, 2011 should be the end of the world. Nothing can come in comparison with the amount of negative vibes I received in 2011. In a way, every month is a bad month for me and every quarter a big thing will happened.

Stated below is the biggest events that happened to me in 2011

1) 1st holiday for CNY to Bali - Volcano eruptions. Trip postponed
2) Pregnant in May and D & C operation in July - Blighted Ovum, pregnancy concluded failure
3) News of Dr Loh leaving KK
4) Failed FETs in Nov & Dec
5) Relationship with Bok hit rock bottom
6) Last holiday to Hong Kong on 30 Dec - Postpone because of bird flu.

A fortune teller once told me that I should have quite a easy life and if I did any mistake then things will start to change. Guess my payback days are officially here and good bye to my carefree days.

2012, what should I be expecting?

Unhappy Xmas 2011

Xmas is a season of joy and sharing. Eventhough, I am not a Christian but I have always like xmas as it give me a excuse to shop till I drop. While growing older and not working, there is lesser and lesser chance for gift exchanging therefore the feeling of xmas also reduces. Since my niece Isabel dropped to earth 3 years ago, she become my fix recipient of gift and seeing her greedy look whenever she received my gift makes the whole xmas season come alive for me.

Again, this xmas is an unhappy one which is no surprise for this year. The first ever xmas that I am not looking forward to and to the extent of hating it.

If Jesus was really born on Xmas then I will like to beg for his forgiveness today and hope that he can be one of them up there that forgive me. As for Santa, I know I been a bad girl therefore you didn't make my wish come true. Hopefully, next year you will climb into my house and give me a big xmas present.

Please forgive me ..................

To : Anyone Up There

Please forgive me for the past mistakes made during my young days. I know I cannot go back times but I really regretted it and sincerely hope that you can also forgive me. 

A Happening Birthday Celebration

Today is Bok's 35th birthday and it is suppose to be a day of shopping at Orchard Road. Unfortunately, the plan did not go according to my wish. I am getting more and more emotional and short temper when it comes to him. Both of us knew about this and the root of the problem but it is just difficult to resolve. I have a bad feelings regarding it and if our wish cannot come true then we will definitely drift apart in our relationship.

Anyway, I will like to wish him a                                                                              and sorry for spoiling it.              

                                           HAPPY 35TH BIRTHDAY