End of 2011 & Beginning of 2012

According to Mayan calender, 2012 is predicted to be the year when the world comes to an end. For me, 2011 should be the end of the world. Nothing can come in comparison with the amount of negative vibes I received in 2011. In a way, every month is a bad month for me and every quarter a big thing will happened.

Stated below is the biggest events that happened to me in 2011

1) 1st holiday for CNY to Bali - Volcano eruptions. Trip postponed
2) Pregnant in May and D & C operation in July - Blighted Ovum, pregnancy concluded failure
3) News of Dr Loh leaving KK
4) Failed FETs in Nov & Dec
5) Relationship with Bok hit rock bottom
6) Last holiday to Hong Kong on 30 Dec - Postpone because of bird flu.

A fortune teller once told me that I should have quite a easy life and if I did any mistake then things will start to change. Guess my payback days are officially here and good bye to my carefree days.

2012, what should I be expecting?

Unhappy Xmas 2011

Xmas is a season of joy and sharing. Eventhough, I am not a Christian but I have always like xmas as it give me a excuse to shop till I drop. While growing older and not working, there is lesser and lesser chance for gift exchanging therefore the feeling of xmas also reduces. Since my niece Isabel dropped to earth 3 years ago, she become my fix recipient of gift and seeing her greedy look whenever she received my gift makes the whole xmas season come alive for me.

Again, this xmas is an unhappy one which is no surprise for this year. The first ever xmas that I am not looking forward to and to the extent of hating it.

If Jesus was really born on Xmas then I will like to beg for his forgiveness today and hope that he can be one of them up there that forgive me. As for Santa, I know I been a bad girl therefore you didn't make my wish come true. Hopefully, next year you will climb into my house and give me a big xmas present.

Please forgive me ..................

To : Anyone Up There

Please forgive me for the past mistakes made during my young days. I know I cannot go back times but I really regretted it and sincerely hope that you can also forgive me. 

A Happening Birthday Celebration

Today is Bok's 35th birthday and it is suppose to be a day of shopping at Orchard Road. Unfortunately, the plan did not go according to my wish. I am getting more and more emotional and short temper when it comes to him. Both of us knew about this and the root of the problem but it is just difficult to resolve. I have a bad feelings regarding it and if our wish cannot come true then we will definitely drift apart in our relationship.

Anyway, I will like to wish him a                                                                              and sorry for spoiling it.              

                                           HAPPY 35TH BIRTHDAY


                                                                                                                                                

Chanel Classic

I always wanted to have a Chanel Handbag to add on to my bag collection. However, as I am not the chio bu or the rich tai tai style therefore Chanel always seems too mature for me eventhough I am already in the 30s. Another reason on not having a Chanel bag earlier is that the sales representative in Chanel Singapore always never fails to make me feel like a beggar who is just window shopping. Of course, must be my dressing and auntie look. Therefore, I always like to go to those branded shops like Hermes, Chanel during my overseas trip. Hong Kong especially is the branded shop paradise where I can go in without having eyes monitoring my movement.

This chanel caught my eyes in the Milan Shop while we are going to have our dinner at Yung Kee Restaurant. The size is just right for me and most importantly is that it is able to cross sling. Unlike the other classic, the length of the chain is abit short to cross sling eventhough there is still people doing that. After modelling for a while, Bok also agreed that the bag suits me unlike the normal classic which does not suit my dressing. Having said so, of course Bok is willing to buy for me. The main reason is also to make my mood better after the loss of Bb.

Alot of other incidents happened before I managed to get hold of this bag. We almost spent 4k on this bag at another branch of Milan Shop at TST. The final damage is almost $2.8K after currency conversion and when I came back Singapore, I checked with Chanel Singapore and realised they just launch the bag a few days ago while I am in Hong Kong and the price is ard $2.7k. Arrgh if I know I will get it in Singapore as it is cheaper and also the 100% authentic. Again, maybe in Singapore Bok will not get it for me and I will not dare check the price of the bag. Nonetheless, this is my most expensive bag in my bag collection. I am hoping to get a bigger size one on my delivery date. I know it does not suit my dressing now it should suit my dressing when I am 40s.

2011 Birthday Present - Mulberry Watermelon Mini Alexa

Mulberry Watermelon Mini Alexa is the latest addition to my collection. It caught my eyes when I went shopping before my birthday. The bright pink color seems to be designed especially for me. I always wanted to get myself a bright color bag but gutless to do so. The size of mini alexa is ok for the bright color, adorable and yet not too loud to walk in the street. Without any hesitation, I declared this bag as my birthday present for 2011. Of course, my dear Bok have no issue buying it for me. With his short term memory, he will not remember that I have already exceeded my bag budget when buying Balenciaga Velo. Lol

Prawns Noodles Soup

It slowly came to my notice that there seems to be some kind of fixed weekly menu for us. Every week, Bok will request for 2 days of 1 dish meal like noodles or porridge. After seeing the box of frozen prawn shells, I decide to give a try at cooking prawn noodles soup. Of course, the taste is not as rich as those selling outside but at least there is no msg added and also a good way of using the prawn shells.