End of 2011 & Beginning of 2012

According to Mayan calender, 2012 is predicted to be the year when the world comes to an end. For me, 2011 should be the end of the world. Nothing can come in comparison with the amount of negative vibes I received in 2011. In a way, every month is a bad month for me and every quarter a big thing will happened.

Stated below is the biggest events that happened to me in 2011

1) 1st holiday for CNY to Bali - Volcano eruptions. Trip postponed
2) Pregnant in May and D & C operation in July - Blighted Ovum, pregnancy concluded failure
3) News of Dr Loh leaving KK
4) Failed FETs in Nov & Dec
5) Relationship with Bok hit rock bottom
6) Last holiday to Hong Kong on 30 Dec - Postpone because of bird flu.

A fortune teller once told me that I should have quite a easy life and if I did any mistake then things will start to change. Guess my payback days are officially here and good bye to my carefree days.

2012, what should I be expecting?

Unhappy Xmas 2011

Xmas is a season of joy and sharing. Eventhough, I am not a Christian but I have always like xmas as it give me a excuse to shop till I drop. While growing older and not working, there is lesser and lesser chance for gift exchanging therefore the feeling of xmas also reduces. Since my niece Isabel dropped to earth 3 years ago, she become my fix recipient of gift and seeing her greedy look whenever she received my gift makes the whole xmas season come alive for me.

Again, this xmas is an unhappy one which is no surprise for this year. The first ever xmas that I am not looking forward to and to the extent of hating it.

If Jesus was really born on Xmas then I will like to beg for his forgiveness today and hope that he can be one of them up there that forgive me. As for Santa, I know I been a bad girl therefore you didn't make my wish come true. Hopefully, next year you will climb into my house and give me a big xmas present.

Please forgive me ..................

To : Anyone Up There

Please forgive me for the past mistakes made during my young days. I know I cannot go back times but I really regretted it and sincerely hope that you can also forgive me. 

A Happening Birthday Celebration

Today is Bok's 35th birthday and it is suppose to be a day of shopping at Orchard Road. Unfortunately, the plan did not go according to my wish. I am getting more and more emotional and short temper when it comes to him. Both of us knew about this and the root of the problem but it is just difficult to resolve. I have a bad feelings regarding it and if our wish cannot come true then we will definitely drift apart in our relationship.

Anyway, I will like to wish him a                                                                              and sorry for spoiling it.              

                                           HAPPY 35TH BIRTHDAY